12/12/01: I’ve been having really bad cramps today, so that ain’t cool. Anyways, I kind of didn’t tell Samantha or Shawna about me and Jordan. I’ve kept the secret for two months! Today I finally told them. I was afraid they wouldn’t understand, and I was right about that. By the secret, I mean that I didn’t tell them that Jordan and I had gotten back together. They thought I was single this whole time. Anyway, tonight I talked to Josh online for a little while. It’s so weird, I feel like I don’t know him at all. When I really think back and remember, I realize that he was a very important person to me. Of course I love Jordan more and always have, but there is just something about Josh. We always had such a great time when we hung out. We actually went out and did stuff like cosmic bowling. Jordan and I don’t really go out anywhere because we are both broke. Next year I won’t get to see Jordan as much because I’ll have to get a job and start working. I just remembered that I still have to fold all my laundry and it’s 11:00 p.m. There’s school tomorrow, so I’ll write more later!
12/15/01: Ahhh! Jordan came over last night and it was our 10 month anniversary. It was kind of a bad night though because ugh, I’m not even going to talk about it. Tonight is a Saturday night and I really wanted to go out, but my parents took the car and Jordan went to a hockey game. I’m pretty much stuck. Cara has to cheer at a basketball game. When my parents come back at 8:00, I think I’ll stop by Pizza Works because I haven’t been there in forever. Anyway, I’m gonna go clean my room and get online!
Commentary: Apparently our off and on relationship and the fact that we had broken up for awhile didn’t factor in when it came to our monthly anniversaries.